3:02 in the afternoon

What's the mood?
Depending on what it is, is where we go
uuh there we go
No, but really, what are we?
Where are we going?
Why are we going there? because we choose to go there?
What does it mean when you don't learn from the mistakes you say you truly want to change?
Does it mean that we don't truly want them?
It would logically make sense.

Nevertheless, here is a poem about a day in my confusing existence,
or life

(Crazy freakin dream happening) then the yapin
my mind still half in the dream overlaping
fine! the man acknowledges the time
only thing in mind is if he can rewind time
arm stretches fetches the phone and slides right
immediately afterwards is my living room covered in sunlight from outside
mind realizes I didn't snooze
rather slide
is what I choose
hop in the shower immediately without excuse
cause I'm about to be late for my interview
finish my interview
then colaches at dos gatos then to A2
lazy ass me sits on a couch for how long, for who?
for what? you?
yea well her Dani the girl from school
series of unfortunate events or shameless dude
She chose series of unfortunate events from these damn two
like wtf that sucks, but it's in the group project rules for my class, small group
so, im lazy for a little bit longer then head over to school
oh but before that I spit some fire in da booth
then it turns 3:02 in the afternoon

Spring seventeen

Identical squared buildings, dry and brown fields, naked trees, flat and wide roads that are driven on by numerous cars in a robotic manner. Hey! that sounds like Texas in January. I suppose my description was in comparison to the other two places I had recently visited, Mexico and Europe. Well I'm back in the city, San Marcos, Texas. Back in school, now I am living two to three blocks from the university, which is such an advantage. It is good to be back, good to see my friends, my family, my country. This semester is different, I am back in the same town I was before departing to a semester in another continent. My ideas, thoughts, beliefs, perspectives, emotions, confidence, actions, are different; not completely, but there is a noticeable change in me. I feel they are positive changes, and I feel better prepared for the world and what it demands for the type of life I desire to live. I desire to live a full, rich life, where I am constantly out of my comfort zone, always working on a better self. Not only that, but with an attitude that impacts those around me in a positive manner, allowing me to establish and maintain healthy relationships, and quality networks. I've switched my major once again from business management to communication studies. I've started my semester in communication studies with three communication classes and my second literature class so far, as a junior. The material appears to be highly more interesting than what I studied in business, although I have a huge passion for business, there are many fields within that subject that throw me off and bore me out easily. I am definitely looking forward to this semester, and the rest of my undergraduate career. I have many responsibilities which I intend to tackle successfully and effectively. I am not working at the moment, but rather attempting to initiate a small business that could potentially allow me to inquire a type of experience I eagerly long for, and hopefully not only that, but also have this business serve me as a career and part of my vocation in my life.

Thought of the day,

"Talk to people like you deserve to be talked to"